Redhawk Caldera The faith that sets you free

Not for long!  BWAHAHAHA I kid ;)  I'm trying not to powerplay by having Fin rant too much before you have a chance to have Elwood react, but just know.. she's not quite done lol <3

I'd like to say that there was some, small part of Finley's brain that knew she was being ridiculous.  Somnia had never been anything but sweet and kind - a true asset to their pack and to Fin's life in general.  And yet, one too vague comment was enough to send the Blackthorn spiraling down a black hole of doubt and bitterness.  Somehow her mind could never stop making her believe the worst when it came to her relationships - not only in her partners or herself, but in those who merely sat in audience of it.

"You heard what she said at the meeting?  That.. that pack-bonding thing or whatever it was," Fin replied, her ears flattening in frustration and the vague creepings of humility when Elwood very calmly and patiently asked her to explain, as though he'd had no suspicions himself (which he hadn't, but to Fin, that was just crazy), "You heard her compliment Grimm for, what was it... bravely testing the waters and putting herself out there or some shit.  Basically saying in front of everybody way to be courageous in your WHOREDOM.

"Oh and then she has the fucking balls to tell me that I can take my turn now.  Like she's giving me, her superior, permission to speak now that she's all done undermining my emotions and making me look like some sort of bitch for being bitter towards Grimm for the whole..," Fin paused (albeit briefly) as she realized she was swimming in awkward water by even bringing up the "incident", especially since she'd been so very careful to never ever EVER discuss it ever again.. whoops... barreling onward!  "Then she goes ahead and undermines my authority as the fucking beta by giving me permission to speak in front of the entire pack!"