There had been a great many things to adjust to in maintaining the mantel of alpha. She was coming to find that it nudged her a bit more towards a worrier, so at times she still felt out of place considering this. Going with life's flow in full was easier alone. Yet she always felt that Jace understood better than most.
Maybe, she'd just need some time away.. because the mild winter inspired a vague jealousy towards her outriders. More than just a day abroad might do her well. Of course she had considered this now and then, but there always seemed to be something going on to keep her around. She ought to mention this, eventually.
Dynamics,
she murmured in repeat with an expression twisted in thoughtfulness. I do not know.. exactly..
she swung her muzzle in a nondescript gesture. I wonder of it ever not only being us at the head here.. how that may shape up to be.
Considering a counterpart alpha male to compliment herself seemed strange. While at times she felt she may benefit from an added balance, it gave rise to inevitable uncertainty -- the weight of that role's impact on her was mighty. Or what could happen in our absence..
she sighed. Despite the topic, she felt content peering at Jace here. He had often proven himself to be all she need him to be. Ah, well, so long as we are steady and strong.
She concluded alongside a soft laugh.
Then, straightening her ears, she nodded. Of course,
towards more hunts. Do what is needed. Sometime, I want to scout around a little more myself.. I have not traveled far in so long,
she mentioned. These were faraway plans still, and she was patient. He'd know when and what she planned when it got closer to happening. Until then, she was far more eager to support him tracking herds and otherwise beyond the mountain.
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