Redsand Canyon you were baptized in ice [m]

He tensed at the reminder that she had once needed to keep herself safe from her ex. What Kallik wouldn't give to find that asshole and tear him to pieces; he would ensure Aquene never had to fear him again. He hated the idea of her doing something that she had once done out of fear. The auxillary wanted to refuse, but the alternative was breaking the rules and being parents when neither of them were even close to ready for that. 

Kallik pulled her close to him as she told him more of how she could keep them from having children. She could even suppress her heat; he was in awe of her abilities. She had been planning for these situations since the meeting where the rules were set. They were lucky to have such a talented healer in Mereo. And he was lucky to be able to call her his; he would do anything to keep her. No one had ever even known him—the real him, all the fragmented pieces of him. But she did, and she still wanted him. He was overwhelmed by it. Now he was terrified of losing her, and who knew what that would make him do. 

None of these things will hurt you? he asked, tightening his hold on her. He wanted them to be safe, but not at the expense of her health. He was not worthy of such a sacrifice. If needed, he would find some ravine to throw himself into until her heat was done. He was being dramatic, but he would figure something out.