On rare occasion, she privately considered her own worth as a leader. With her standards so high and the image of what she was seemingly so clear in her head, it occurred to her that perhaps none would suit, and yet, her motivation to take it for herself was far from fully-fledged. A pack of wolves relying on her did not hold any appeal for someone as aloof as unsociable as she, even if she assumed she may make for a strong, decisive leader with time. It was not to be. Not now.
She chuffed another low sound then, but with different intonation. There was solace in finding a like-minded soul but.. Ame knew it was not easy to feel this way. It is unfortunate that it is so hard to find what we want. One would think, that by nature of our kind alone, that any pack life should provide better.. yet I can survive alone and not feel that I am missing anything dire.
she murmured thoughtfully. But you are right, these are lands steeped in peace and existing as a loner is made easier by this. I only question if it is permanent.
Her expression darkened momentarily. She wondered if ever these lands had tasted the blood of wartime. Prior to her arrival here, they had been nearly untouched, so it seemed unlikely that they had. By the nature of her youth, upbringing, and even the circumstances of her existence, she was continually wary of the concept of war.
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i want to bleed in the 「r a i n」