Redhawk Caldera my whole life is thunder.

Raven's howl was not enough to convince Eljay that anything in his life was still worth it. Even though Raven and daddy had said that he wasn't a bother, he knew that it was not true. Like Raven had said, all they wanted was for him to be happy... So by being unhappy all the time, he was still a bother in some form or another, no matter how you put it. And he was done with that. He was done with hurting those around him. He saw the look on daddy's face every time he looked at him.

As he had closed his eyes and had just given up on everything, he lay at the densite, waiting for the end to come and for earth to reclaim him. His breathing was starting to become slow and shallow, and his ribs poked out from his side to show how poorly he had treated himself lately, despite the help from others.