Redhawk Caldera i'm searching for a song tonight.

Liffey's questions were confronting, to say the least, and Eljay was visibly uncomfortable under them as he pondered them. He considered all the options, but the only conclusion he could draw was, "Because... I — Otherwise mommy would love me more, if I was better already." As he said it, he felt like it sounded ridiculous, but at the same time he knew that it was the truth as he saw it, that it was what he felt.

He had hoped to make Liffey feel better because she had been looking a little down, but now it seemed that the conversation'd been turned round and he was the one standing in the spotlight.