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But did she, really? It wasn't that Eljay thought she didn't love him at all — it was just that he thought that maybe if he would try better and be better that he would get more attention and love. He knew the pups needed a lot of love too, but Raven was there too and so was Lagan. Eljay wouldn't have felt so bad had it not been for his younger brother's devotion to the pups; he was good with them, and so selfless. Eljay didn't think Lagan ever thought like he did, didn't fear that if everyone loved the pups there may not be any love left for him. He felt terribly guilty for being so selfish.

No, he wasn't very convinced at all. What he was easily convinced of though was his sister's love for him and he smiled softly as she pulled closer to empower her sweet words with actions. "Thanks, Lif," he murmured, "I love you just like you are, too." The world felt a little bit better then, as at least he had a kindred spirit in the pack in the moments that he felt bad.