Heron Lake Plateau missing you

@Raven if yo got time? :D

Eljay hated this place. It felt like Redhawk Caldera was taken from him by this place. Like it was trying to take the place of something whose place could never even be taken. This wasn't home. It was nothing like the Caldera. Eljay'd only just gotten home and now he felt more lost than ever. Plenty of family to take care of the pups, wolves he didn't know and leaders who expected things of him... It was tough. It often felt tougher than it had been in Drageda. He often worried what they would think of him there and thought often of Blixen, whom he'd left. He hadn't intended not to return, but after getting injured and being transported back to Redhawk Caldera, well... He couldn't really return now.

He missed the carefree days of youth. Spending time with Wildfire and Raven. Things had never quite turned right between him and Raven since he had returned. They hadn't had a heart to heart, and last they did was when he had stayed with the Caldera while still being a part of Drageda. He knew that she had been disappointed then, that she felt he had failed -- and that was perhaps why he hadn't sought her out after his return. She'd tended to his wounds after he had returned but they hadn't really talked. Not really.

With a gentle sigh Eljay made his way to the borders, intending for a quick patrol while he tried to clear his head.