Broken Boulder lonely and dreamin' of the west coast

@Olive is more than welcome, ali's just looking for sb because he knows her a bit better :) other tags are for visibility, but AW !

The cat situation is bad — the sickness situation is worse. On top of his own regular cycle of personal crises, it's too much to handle; he's not sure he can manage solving the Sanctuary's problems on his own, and something needs to be done about it. Now. @Delight is far too sick to help — @Lily and Eris, too, and he can hardly think beyond feeling sick himself with worry near constantly.
Unexpectedly, @Seabreeze has stepped up considerably, mostly helping him with treating their sick packmates. It's a relief in many ways, but he feels guilty; she's given the Sanctuary more than she owes already. He'd never asked her to take on the responsibility, but she has — and he feels it calls for a higher rank. She's already doing the work, he figures.
So it's Seabreeze he goes looking for when he finally decides it's time to take action. He's not sure he's ready to put it to words yet, but the world will not wait for him; they can't stay here any longer. All he can do is try not to wonder if he's killing whatever small chance he has of ever seeing Zamael again as he searches for the sandy wolf.