Redhawk Caldera like a whirlwind

Eljay followed daddy obediently when he picked a side and they started their way along the borders. It was silent at first, and Eljay looked at the horizon, and occasionally at his paws, while they walked. He could feel the burden of daddy's pain, knowing he was its cause. To look at daddy made Eljay want to crawl into a corner and wait until he would die so that he could be rid of the pain at last, and so that he could stop being a big disappointment to his parents.

The words made him stop in his tracks and he bit his lip as he looked at daddy, then away to the ground. After the brief pause Eljay came into motion again, continuing their way while he murmured, "I'm sorry, daddy..." Because he really didn't want to be so disappointing, and he didn't want to be sad. He wanted to be able to move on, like everyone else — but somehow, he just couldn't be happy, no matter how hard he tried.