Redhawk Caldera it's over.

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His situation had more or less stabilised. He had not eaten much, but about enough to suffice — he'd passed out another time, but it had been when he was alone and he hadn't told anyone. He knew that all he needed to do was to be happy again to make daddy happy and make everyone feel good, but somehow he just couldn't. He missed mommy so much, and the more unhappy he grew, the more guilt-racked he became. He wanted to be happy, he truly did, but he just was not, and for that he could not forgive himself.

Unaware of what was going on at the borders, Eljay lay at the densite and closed his eyes. He let out a long, drawn-out sigh, and he burried his face in his paws after, weary eyes looking up. That was when he realised that he was not sure he could go on. Mommy was clearly dead by now. And if she never could return, could he ever be happy again? And if he could not, then what was the use in trying? He had tried and failed, so far... Perhaps it would be easier to just give up, he realised, and Eljay felt immensely relieved as he realised this was an option and closed his eyes with another sigh — a more peaceful one this time — intending it to be for the last time, as it would surely not be too difficult to convince his malnourished body that it was time to go.