Redhawk Caldera confused

There was a weird scent in the air, had been for a while. A scent that reminded him of mommy @Finley , but at the same time it didn't at all. It confused him to even think about it, but at the same time he wanted to find mommy, even if he didn't know why he so badly wanted to spend time with her now. It was daddy @Elwood who spent most time with mommy presently, and there was probably a reason for that.

But Eljay didn't remember this from before, hadn't been as influenced before as he was now. It felt like the weird scent was fading already and he hadn't seen mommy the whole time. Eljay'd been feeling so confused that he had decided to just stay out the way, perhaps because of feeling naturally inferior and therefore instinct boding him to stay away. But the pull was undeniable.

It didn't look like all of this was raging in his mind perhaps when he stood and stared at the water's edge at the caldera's lake, but on the inside there were more thoughts and feelings than he could place. Particularly when he wasn't sure what his parents wanted him to do — stay in the pack, or go — and when he felt useless and unnecessary.