Overture Downs oh, lord, what have i become?

Even through his own inner turmoil, he can't help but notice the change in Terance's expression and demeanor. Again, he's confused — but this time he puzzles it out after a few moments. He hadn't heard anything about Seabreeze telling Terance, though perhaps he'd assumed she'd asked Lily to do it when she'd sent her scouting, if he'd thought about it at all (not likely). He pauses awkwardly, wanting to apologize — but before he can say a word, Terance is speaking again. He has to hold back a snort at 'finding what's good for you'; death is probably what's good for him, but he's settling for walking until his legs crumble.
No, not really, He says when Terance asks another question, pausing a beat. I wasn't planning on settling again, but with Korei following me... He doesn't finish the sentence, though; he'd rather not talk about this. Continuing the metaphorical game of hot potato (albeit a little more probingly this time), he decides to ask: Are you — okay?