Hideaway Strath Up north’s getting cold soon
"Every saint has a past and every sinner has a future."
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He truly enjoys too much the subtle expression of what could be perceived as love towards the brute. He wants so bad for Simmik to love him how she did, but knows the possibility of that never happening is there. Perhaps, with work it could be. He’s willing to work for it. 

The brightness of her fiery eyes are back for a second and a rare smile graces her beautiful features and he almost regrets his next words only because it causes that disappointment to appear back on her face. She used to look at him with such stunning emotion. It would cripple him back then. When the wound of his slaughtered pack was fresh and he could escape with her to a place of pleasantness. He misses it. Yet knows he won’t get it back anytime soon. For whereas she helped close his mental wounds, he seems to have opened hers up. He’s causing them to fester and linger with infection, perhaps even make them worse with what he’s done. He will try and right them, heal them, with the good graces of his pack and their own health in mind. Which makes everything so much harder. He fucked up.

So as he watches her face harden one more he dares to smile longingly at her back despite the venom in her words. “I won’t, darling.” He says softly referring to her first statement. Then as she continues he begins walking again with a sentimental smile on his face, not daring to look back at her. 

I’m still not okay with how you’ve treated me. She says and he nods quietly. “Then I’ll do better.” He says back softly as if he’s deep in thought. He is, too busy thinking of the pale woman’s smile and the flicker of hope he could have of her loving him once more. He’ll do better, he swears on it. As long as Simmik lets him of course.
Messages In This Thread
Up north’s getting cold soon - by Kynareth Deagon - December 02, 2020, 04:37 PM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Simmik - December 02, 2020, 11:21 PM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Kynareth Deagon - December 03, 2020, 12:21 AM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Simmik - December 03, 2020, 01:55 AM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Kynareth Deagon - December 03, 2020, 06:27 PM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Simmik - December 04, 2020, 12:30 AM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Kynareth Deagon - December 04, 2020, 05:41 PM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Simmik - December 05, 2020, 09:19 PM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Kynareth Deagon - December 06, 2020, 09:35 PM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Simmik - December 06, 2020, 11:08 PM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Kynareth Deagon - December 07, 2020, 12:34 PM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Simmik - December 07, 2020, 07:38 PM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Kynareth Deagon - December 08, 2020, 04:36 AM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Simmik - December 10, 2020, 12:56 AM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Kynareth Deagon - December 11, 2020, 03:31 PM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Simmik - December 14, 2020, 12:05 AM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Kynareth Deagon - December 15, 2020, 06:57 PM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Simmik - December 16, 2020, 02:55 AM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Kynareth Deagon - December 16, 2020, 03:25 AM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Simmik - December 16, 2020, 04:32 AM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Kynareth Deagon - December 16, 2020, 04:51 AM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Simmik - December 16, 2020, 05:18 AM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Kynareth Deagon - December 16, 2020, 05:33 AM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Simmik - December 16, 2020, 05:51 AM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Kynareth Deagon - December 16, 2020, 06:12 AM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Simmik - December 17, 2020, 12:44 AM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Kynareth Deagon - December 19, 2020, 04:11 AM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Simmik - January 07, 2021, 12:07 AM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Kynareth Deagon - January 09, 2021, 04:21 PM