Redhawk Caldera If she gives you her heart don't you break it

It felt as if she wouldn't listen to what he was actually saying. He just wanted to make her happy, and he did want to move for her, but he was already at wit's end with everything that was going on in Redhawk Caldera. It felt like his shoulders weren't broad enough to carry the extra responsibility of having to move right now, even though he wanted to. And where he'd felt as if his feelings did not matter at all before, right now he felt like he was a fool for hanging on to those feelings at all. Eljay so badly wanted to turn back time and just excitedly agree with her, now. Now he was losing her, he knew it the moment she got to her feet. He was so afraid of precisely this — of her turning away and never looking back — and when she got to her feet again everything inside of Eljay screamed.

Maia, no! he cried out, his voice laced with desperation while tears fogged up his eyes. Please don't leave! He stepped forward, though he knew he couldn't follow her if she ran off; his anxiety had been full throttle since the Moonspear incident and besides, he had wolves to take care of in Redhawk Caldera. But most of all, if she ran off, what use was there to follow her? If she actively didn't want to be with him, he'd be an idiot to chase after her.