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Eljay smiled as Niamh said she didn't intend to be an idiot about the healing process. Good. That had been a concern of his; not because he thought Niamh was an idiot, but because she could be very brash and impatient.

When Niamh choked up a little, Eljay did too; it was hard to think of the two most important women in his life historically and not choke up a little, especially when Niamh did too. Oh, how he missed them. He didn't say anything, just stifled a sob, as Niamh continued. Oh, Primrose... Eljay missed the boy so much; he'd been a kindred spirit, that much was clear.

Eljay said, even though he felt so differently, Oh, Niamh... I understand that. I mean, being more afraid, and feeling like, well... He grimaced. Sometimes I feel guilty for being with Maia instead of still grieving, or for wanting more pups despite Elfie... He realised as he said it just how much they had in common, the two of them. For all their completely different personalities, Niamh and he each had a deceased child and mate.