September 07, 2021, 03:43 AM
something as simple as laughter.
this visibly surprised the girl, who then leaned away to fix her father with an unconvinced look.
he continued to speak before she could interject with that’s it? she laughed? and the assumption of some romantic idyll fell away from her such as a silk negligee.
it wasn’t to her disappointment, but something more adjacent to … charm? a thrill went through her and phaedra started to giggle—a candelabra shining on her youth before dimming just as quickly into smiling coughs.
she didn’t mind the idea that love could be contrived from an absence of embellishment. she didn’t mind that at all.
restyling herself with a calmed demeanor, swallowing a few hics of laughter, the girl let a breadth of silence linger between them for a time once his tale was at its end — with a seemingly self-deprecating word of advice no less.
phaedra’s expression softened at that. little did she know of it, with her heart yet unfledged to utter fullness, she was sure enough in her own love for her parents to know that it didn’t insist on its own way; that instead it was a choice you made every day in defiance of all repelling forces.
perhaps not so simple as laughter, but it wasn’t complicated — people were complicated.
“but…, you fight for it — even if its hard,” she said, searching his gaze before turning them to the trees. “you both do.”
that confused her. her brain worked to reconcile the lack of reassurance with her persisting fear of everything falling apart.
“that means its worth it, doesn’t it?” she muttered, looking towards him with a look hinging on hopeful.
this visibly surprised the girl, who then leaned away to fix her father with an unconvinced look.
he continued to speak before she could interject with that’s it? she laughed? and the assumption of some romantic idyll fell away from her such as a silk negligee.
it wasn’t to her disappointment, but something more adjacent to … charm? a thrill went through her and phaedra started to giggle—a candelabra shining on her youth before dimming just as quickly into smiling coughs.
she didn’t mind the idea that love could be contrived from an absence of embellishment. she didn’t mind that at all.
restyling herself with a calmed demeanor, swallowing a few hics of laughter, the girl let a breadth of silence linger between them for a time once his tale was at its end — with a seemingly self-deprecating word of advice no less.
phaedra’s expression softened at that. little did she know of it, with her heart yet unfledged to utter fullness, she was sure enough in her own love for her parents to know that it didn’t insist on its own way; that instead it was a choice you made every day in defiance of all repelling forces.
perhaps not so simple as laughter, but it wasn’t complicated — people were complicated.
“but…, you fight for it — even if its hard,” she said, searching his gaze before turning them to the trees. “you both do.”
that confused her. her brain worked to reconcile the lack of reassurance with her persisting fear of everything falling apart.
“that means its worth it, doesn’t it?” she muttered, looking towards him with a look hinging on hopeful.
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brimming and broken and somehow - by Phaedra - June 14, 2021, 08:56 AM
RE: brimming and broken and somehow - by Mahler - June 16, 2021, 12:57 PM
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RE: brimming and broken and somehow - by Mahler - June 25, 2021, 10:59 PM
RE: brimming and broken and somehow - by Phaedra - July 13, 2021, 04:46 PM
RE: brimming and broken and somehow - by Mahler - July 17, 2021, 06:12 PM
RE: brimming and broken and somehow - by Phaedra - July 25, 2021, 04:38 AM
RE: brimming and broken and somehow - by Mahler - July 28, 2021, 02:25 PM
RE: brimming and broken and somehow - by Phaedra - August 26, 2021, 06:20 AM
RE: brimming and broken and somehow - by Mahler - September 01, 2021, 09:03 PM
RE: brimming and broken and somehow - by Phaedra - September 07, 2021, 03:43 AM
RE: brimming and broken and somehow - by Mahler - September 08, 2021, 05:26 PM
RE: brimming and broken and somehow - by Phaedra - November 06, 2021, 01:34 AM
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