Dragoncrest Cliffs Brilliance

Merlin did not understand the first part of Erzulie's speech, but her final words made it all easy. In a nutshell, he could do anything he wanted and there were no social norms to adher. He had an inkling that just maybe this would not be answer to all inquiries - both curious and hostile - in the future, but at least he could move on through life having the comfort in knowledge that there was nothing wrong with him. At least in one plane of his life. 

"It's hard though," he remarked, looking down at his paws, then turning his gaze to look in the distance. "The my life part," he added. "I try to figure it out, but it's like..." he sought for the best comparison, "... like bird-hunting. You see them, you think they are within your reach and they just fly away. Like that." He fell silent, before finally adding: "Have you all figured it out? Does it get easier at some point?"