Neverwinter Forest Neverland is home to lost boys like me

She knew everything he was saying was coming from a good place; she knew he was only trying to make her feel supported, but it only made her feel worse. How could he support her terrible decision? She felt like he should strip her of her rank for being so careless. What kind of leader was involved with the leader of an enemy pack? It put her in a really bad position, and it was selfish. 

He nudged her, and she turned to press her face into the fur of his neck. She didn't understand why he wasn't angry with her, but she was grateful that he wasn't—she didn't deserve for him to be so understanding about it all. I'm just really confused, she said quietly as she pulled back to look at him. I know it's wrong, yet I can't change how I feel about him. She shook her head. I don't know what to do. She knew staying away from Donovan would be difficult, but maybe it was the only way to fix all of this.