Redhawk Caldera If she gives you her heart don't you break it

I love this song so much <3. 
https://youtu.be/wDaiiluanQc

It had been a while since her conversation with Ibis, but she couldn't stop thinking about it.  It had gotten stuck in her mind that she was wondering what kind of a leader she might make... but she couldn't even work up the courage to ask a simple question.  And after a little wallowing, and a whole lot of going back and forth, Maia had never really felt more sure.  

She should have asked this a while ago.  It was stupid of her to assume asking him was selfish.  Not asking was selfish, because instead of showing him she wanted to be with him, she probably made him feel like she wanted space.   In reality, the space between them these last couple of months had been awful.  She kept up a cheery look, and she enjoyed her new packmates (and her sister's) company.  But every night, and every morning, and every minute it felt like... she just missed him more.  Visiting wasn't enough.

If she couldn't ask this, couldn't fight in some small way for what was important to her, then she didn't deserve to be a Raven.  And she definitely wouldn't deserve him.

The worst he can say is no.. That was a lie though.  The worst would be if he said yes... and then, in the end, he resented her for it.  Maia closed her eyes. You just have to trust him.

Lifting her muzzle, she howled for @Eljay.