Redhawk Caldera Love like ours ain't a masterpiece

So am I. She relaxed against him, enjoying the quiet warmth and the peaceful feeling of his company for a moment. Then her thoughts drifted from their kids to another one, spurred a bit by his comment, a bit by her earlier worries. This wasn't a conversation they needed to have right now, but maybe the sooner, the better. She didn't want to feel like she wasn't on the same page, or to let the timing rush it.

Next year... I wondered. I know this year was a lot, with everything. If these kids were enough, that would be okay. Her getting sick, the fact that there were four, and the fact that he'd led the pack through it all too! She had a hard time pictured what she'd do with herself, if he was ready to be done with raising new children, but she'd sort it out. She'd managed well enough up until then, right?

This one had been hard on her, too, and the thought of going through it again definitely made her nervous. She wasn't quite ready herself, but if they did try, she'd definitely be doing everything in her power to make sure took care of herself during.