Redsand Canyon There's nothing left for us to do

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Reyson lifted his head, irritation in his movements at her look. He was not entirely thrilled at her implication. And he for damn sure wouldn't have been thrilled with her thoughts, but seeing as how he wasn't a mind reader and despite her blunt nature. He did appreciate what Fennec had to say usually.

Reyson nodded his head. I know i do, but she asked me to move slow. I'm trying to be respectful she's been hurt badly by others before and I don't want to push and cause her to feel worse. Though, I'm not doing a very good job of it I don't imagine.

Perhaps it was the bane of keeping it all locked up. And he knew Fennec would probably scoff or say something blunt, but not talking was clearly killing him. So he jumped off the bow of the boat and word vomit spilled out of his maw.

Reyson shook his head and then spoke the conviction clear in his voice. of course not. I choose her, I want her. I'd move heaven and earth for her if i could. But She hasn't chosen me, Lady Fennec. She has not said one way or another. She wants me to prove that I am not like the others, that I will stay, but she questions everything I say. I don't know how to weather that. I'm trying. Lord I'm trying, but then I get up in my head. I remember battles that aren't there anymore and faces long dead and i lose myself in those. The bane of a career soldier who has seen the bloody trenches as I have. And those episodes have become worse since i've been back. IMperator found me in the throes of one recently, I could barely remember my fucking name. And i fucked up, because of it. I promised her i'd be somewhere I wasn't and god she probably thinks i left her, which is her biggest fear. I've been too Epoch twice, but I haven't seen her and she hasn't come when i called. But I am also expected to do my duties here, and that is what I am doing. I plan to go again after my patrol and spar.