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Eljay just wished he knew something more eloquent to say, but he just really didn't. He had no idea how to wrestle with any of this, and he certainly didn't know how to do it while raising two babies. All he could think the whole time was - what if they die, too? He wouldn't be able to handle it. Thanks, said Eljay when Uncle Colt offered that he and Niamh could watch them if need be.

I just...

Eljay fell silent, not sure how to finish that. He looked away, at the ground, because that was all that stopped him from breaking into a sobbing mess right there. What if.. What if they get hurt, too? His voice piped to a squeak at the end of that, and Eljay bit his lip as he looked away, keeping his gaze trimmed on the ground.