October 12, 2018, 07:22 PM
just as a note/heads up, e mentioned delight will be catching up with the group later, so i'm writing based on that! btw, jennifer, let me know if the assumption with mali isnt okay -- you mentioned someone might need to keep an eye on him <3
The move is a relief — Seabreeze and Olive taking over is a relief — in a way, Delight's absence is a relief, too.
He feels like shit about all of it, of course. With Broken Boulder behind them, all he can think about is Eris — Zamael — Ulf — Lennon. He's never had any difficulty leaving a place behind before. He doesn't now, really; it's as easy as it's always been to turn away from it all, keep walking until it's far behind him. It just feels different this time — and maybe he's a little worried about Delight, too.
Honestly, he doesn't really know what happened — only that Delight is gone, Queenie is gone, and they seem to have missed one out of three. He tries to keep close to @Mali, but he's not really sure what to tell him. Sorry, I think your parents took off and forgot you ? No, probably not. He should probably be more upset — more worried. But Delight is an adult, and he knows the pack is leaving; he'll come back, or he won't. Well, that's the logical train of thought. It becomes his mantra, lest he lose himself in self-loathing over the whole affair — he should know what happened, he should care more, he should be with Delight now. But he just keeps walking, trying to focus on anything else to smother the anxiety in his chest whispering that nothing will ever just be okay.
He feels like shit about all of it, of course. With Broken Boulder behind them, all he can think about is Eris — Zamael — Ulf — Lennon. He's never had any difficulty leaving a place behind before. He doesn't now, really; it's as easy as it's always been to turn away from it all, keep walking until it's far behind him. It just feels different this time — and maybe he's a little worried about Delight, too.
Honestly, he doesn't really know what happened — only that Delight is gone, Queenie is gone, and they seem to have missed one out of three. He tries to keep close to @Mali, but he's not really sure what to tell him. Sorry, I think your parents took off and forgot you ? No, probably not. He should probably be more upset — more worried. But Delight is an adult, and he knows the pack is leaving; he'll come back, or he won't. Well, that's the logical train of thought. It becomes his mantra, lest he lose himself in self-loathing over the whole affair — he should know what happened, he should care more, he should be with Delight now. But he just keeps walking, trying to focus on anything else to smother the anxiety in his chest whispering that nothing will ever just be okay.
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philosophize in it! chemicalize with it! - by Olive - October 09, 2018, 08:21 PM
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RE: philosophize in it! chemicalize with it! - by Drakonis - October 10, 2018, 07:38 AM
RE: philosophize in it! chemicalize with it! - by Khali - October 10, 2018, 07:57 AM
RE: philosophize in it! chemicalize with it! - by Lily - October 10, 2018, 08:48 PM
RE: philosophize in it! chemicalize with it! - by Alarian - October 12, 2018, 07:22 PM
RE: philosophize in it! chemicalize with it! - by Mal - October 13, 2018, 12:31 AM
RE: philosophize in it! chemicalize with it! - by Korei Julia - October 15, 2018, 11:34 PM
RE: philosophize in it! chemicalize with it! - by Olive - October 23, 2018, 11:02 AM
RE: philosophize in it! chemicalize with it! - by Ibis (Ghost) - October 25, 2018, 05:27 PM
RE: philosophize in it! chemicalize with it! - by Mal - October 27, 2018, 12:11 PM
RE: philosophize in it! chemicalize with it! - by Lily - October 27, 2018, 10:41 PM
RE: philosophize in it! chemicalize with it! - by Khali - November 05, 2018, 10:13 PM
RE: philosophize in it! chemicalize with it! - by Olive - November 11, 2018, 11:46 AM