April 21, 2020, 03:00 PM
Raleska lowered her head as she approached Erzulie, tail swaying and muzzle brushing along the matron's gildwoven fur. She had missed her family, but had needed the space -- now that she was back, she wondered if things would start to make sense again.
But first.. "I messed up." She confided in the maven, avoiding the warmth of Erzulie's dual gaze. "I think.." Biting her lip, Raleska frowned and furrowed her brow. "I think I'm pregnant. I'm so sorry." Her voice was shaky as she navigated sharing the news - it was the last thing she had wanted, and she had been so, so, so, so stupid.. In that moment she wanted to curl into a ball and cry. She wasn't ready for motherhood, or having children -- she barely felt like more than a child herself.
But first.. "I messed up." She confided in the maven, avoiding the warmth of Erzulie's dual gaze. "I think.." Biting her lip, Raleska frowned and furrowed her brow. "I think I'm pregnant. I'm so sorry." Her voice was shaky as she navigated sharing the news - it was the last thing she had wanted, and she had been so, so, so, so stupid.. In that moment she wanted to curl into a ball and cry. She wasn't ready for motherhood, or having children -- she barely felt like more than a child herself.
all of which makes me anxious,
at times unbearably so.
at times unbearably so.
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Cause back where I come from, man, we're laughing at you - by Raleska - April 12, 2020, 12:27 PM
RE: Cause back where I come from, man, we're laughing at you - by Erzulie - April 12, 2020, 10:20 PM
RE: Cause back where I come from, man, we're laughing at you - by Raleska - April 21, 2020, 03:00 PM
RE: Cause back where I come from, man, we're laughing at you - by Erzulie - April 21, 2020, 03:49 PM
RE: Cause back where I come from, man, we're laughing at you - by Raleska - April 21, 2020, 04:02 PM
RE: Cause back where I come from, man, we're laughing at you - by Erzulie - April 21, 2020, 04:45 PM
RE: Cause back where I come from, man, we're laughing at you - by Raleska - April 21, 2020, 04:53 PM
RE: Cause back where I come from, man, we're laughing at you - by Erzulie - April 21, 2020, 06:21 PM
RE: Cause back where I come from, man, we're laughing at you - by Raleska - April 21, 2020, 06:58 PM
RE: Cause back where I come from, man, we're laughing at you - by Erzulie - April 21, 2020, 07:46 PM
RE: Cause back where I come from, man, we're laughing at you - by Raleska - April 22, 2020, 10:37 AM
RE: Cause back where I come from, man, we're laughing at you - by Erzulie - April 22, 2020, 03:53 PM
RE: Cause back where I come from, man, we're laughing at you - by Raleska - April 23, 2020, 12:21 PM
RE: Cause back where I come from, man, we're laughing at you - by Erzulie - April 23, 2020, 04:39 PM
RE: Cause back where I come from, man, we're laughing at you - by Raleska - April 24, 2020, 10:53 AM
RE: Cause back where I come from, man, we're laughing at you - by Erzulie - April 24, 2020, 12:32 PM
RE: Cause back where I come from, man, we're laughing at you - by Raleska - April 28, 2020, 09:57 AM
RE: Cause back where I come from, man, we're laughing at you - by Erzulie - April 28, 2020, 01:56 PM
RE: Cause back where I come from, man, we're laughing at you - by Raleska - May 02, 2020, 09:16 AM