June 11, 2020, 06:06 PM
Things were fine until Raleska saw Aningan.
Her composure had been fine - excited, maybe a bit nervous -- but fine. And then Aningan was here, and it was like someone pulled out the glass door bottom from all the marbles. They just came tumbling down in clattering disarray.
Raleska bit back her lip and looked away quickly: to Stryx who stood protectively between them, to Sugar who was affectionately licking the head of one of the nameless children -- then back to Aningan, her eyes welted with misty tears.
It had been such an exhausting journey -- suddenly seeing the boy she grew up with, Raleska felt terribly old and out of place. And then Rosalyn came, Erzulie supporting her -- and the coldness in her mentor's gaze was enough to shatter Raleska's confidence like dropped glass. Had she deserved that? She wanted to bolt into either of their embrace - she wanted, needed that loving hold of family -- and instead, she felt only an iciness radiating from the matriarch.
Caught between her desire to very much feel loved, and her desire to remain strong in the face of her new friends, and perhaps ever so slightly barbed by her pride, Raleska kept her neck stiff and the tears that threatened to spill across her cheeks did so diminutive and quietly. "I'm home," She whispered in coarse disbelief, stepping back so that the group might see her entourage. "These two saved me. Stryx --" She motioned towards the healer, a gratitude filming her gaze -- "and Sugar Glider." Here she smiled sadly, for they had shared more than a journey together. They were orphans, and she felt a kinship between them. "I owe them everything."
Her composure had been fine - excited, maybe a bit nervous -- but fine. And then Aningan was here, and it was like someone pulled out the glass door bottom from all the marbles. They just came tumbling down in clattering disarray.
Raleska bit back her lip and looked away quickly: to Stryx who stood protectively between them, to Sugar who was affectionately licking the head of one of the nameless children -- then back to Aningan, her eyes welted with misty tears.
It had been such an exhausting journey -- suddenly seeing the boy she grew up with, Raleska felt terribly old and out of place. And then Rosalyn came, Erzulie supporting her -- and the coldness in her mentor's gaze was enough to shatter Raleska's confidence like dropped glass. Had she deserved that? She wanted to bolt into either of their embrace - she wanted, needed that loving hold of family -- and instead, she felt only an iciness radiating from the matriarch.
Caught between her desire to very much feel loved, and her desire to remain strong in the face of her new friends, and perhaps ever so slightly barbed by her pride, Raleska kept her neck stiff and the tears that threatened to spill across her cheeks did so diminutive and quietly. "I'm home," She whispered in coarse disbelief, stepping back so that the group might see her entourage. "These two saved me. Stryx --" She motioned towards the healer, a gratitude filming her gaze -- "and Sugar Glider." Here she smiled sadly, for they had shared more than a journey together. They were orphans, and she felt a kinship between them. "I owe them everything."
all of which makes me anxious,
at times unbearably so.
at times unbearably so.
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People ought to stick together, that's the way to make a crowd. - by Raleska - June 01, 2020, 03:36 PM
RE: People ought to stick together, that's the way to make a crowd. - by Sugar Glider - June 01, 2020, 05:42 PM
RE: People ought to stick together, that's the way to make a crowd. - by Aningan - June 01, 2020, 11:06 PM
RE: People ought to stick together, that's the way to make a crowd. - by Stryx - June 02, 2020, 12:01 AM
RE: People ought to stick together, that's the way to make a crowd. - by Val - June 03, 2020, 01:35 PM
RE: People ought to stick together, that's the way to make a crowd. - by Regin - June 05, 2020, 04:00 PM
RE: People ought to stick together, that's the way to make a crowd. - by Rosalyn - June 07, 2020, 07:25 PM
RE: People ought to stick together, that's the way to make a crowd. - by Raleska - June 11, 2020, 06:06 PM
RE: People ought to stick together, that's the way to make a crowd. - by Sugar Glider - June 11, 2020, 10:04 PM
RE: People ought to stick together, that's the way to make a crowd. - by Erzulie - June 14, 2020, 02:30 AM
RE: People ought to stick together, that's the way to make a crowd. - by Stryx - June 15, 2020, 03:25 PM
RE: People ought to stick together, that's the way to make a crowd. - by Aningan - June 16, 2020, 11:45 PM
RE: People ought to stick together, that's the way to make a crowd. - by Rosalyn - June 21, 2020, 01:07 AM
RE: People ought to stick together, that's the way to make a crowd. - by Raleska - June 22, 2020, 01:31 PM
RE: People ought to stick together, that's the way to make a crowd. - by Sugar Glider - June 22, 2020, 07:38 PM
RE: People ought to stick together, that's the way to make a crowd. - by Erzulie - June 28, 2020, 10:52 PM
RE: People ought to stick together, that's the way to make a crowd. - by Stryx - June 29, 2020, 01:46 PM
RE: People ought to stick together, that's the way to make a crowd. - by Aningan - July 08, 2020, 11:12 PM
RE: People ought to stick together, that's the way to make a crowd. - by Rosalyn - July 12, 2020, 12:27 AM
RE: People ought to stick together, that's the way to make a crowd. - by Raleska - July 13, 2020, 07:17 PM