Redhawk Caldera It doesn't match your face

A lot of things happened in a limited time. Eljay wanted more than anything that there was a clear cut answer. Wraen had said that she and Maia would stay or settle nearby so that they could keep seeing each other. But what if that wasn't enough? What if he'd lose her because of his attachment to the Caldera? What if he'd lose her because of his obsession with The Dream Picture of raising children right here at the Blackthorn den? He sat just outside the den, feeling very torn; both happy and content just to be here as well as wondering if he should go with them. Maia wouldn't tell him to have, but did that mean that he had to make that decision? Would he lose her if she didn't? Was there any chance if he stayed right here that they'd be a.. family-family next year? And could he be happy in another pack? He'd done it before, he'd been happy enough in the Copse, after all. However, Eljay was very particular in what he liked and he also worried that he'd ruin things by being picky over a home, or worse, that he'd not like the home they picked.

There were a few other matters on his mind, such as what were @Weejay 's thoughts about all this. And what about Towhee and the rest of the pack? They would never expect him to leave. Would he be letting them down if he did? He glanced over all he had here, again. He'd only just found it back...

With a thoughtful frown Eljay's thoughts were racing, and however often he threw them about in his head, he never seemed to reach a perfect solution.