Whitefish River For the lover I've lost

No worries <3

Arlette nodded slowly. "Clay was found dead. I saw a wolf eating from him," she muttered and shook her head in disbelief. Arlette looked guilty but then felt that she had to clarify. "I know. It wasn't you. I was just unable to talk about what happened and when I would come here I figured questions would be asked I would be unable to answer."

She looked down at her paws. "I-- I did not only lose my mate, Ira. I also lost my newborns with the cougar attack. I lost my aunt Nanook. I lost too many. I couldn't say goodbye to Kaito and Mom-- Well she was horrible to me for being pregnant without her permission. Once I lost them she could be nice and apologetic. I am pretty sure she was glad I lost them," she let out bitterly with tears popping in her eyes.

"I am not going back there. Perhaps that is also why I didn't come here. So you could convince me otherwise." She sometimes felt too honest, but it was good to let it all out.