Sunbeam Lair Never Be Broken

Reyson finally looked down at her. Ice Blue eyes taken from the stars to search in her amber gaze for the answers he sought in the stars. Answers to questions he didn't even know he was asking, because he didn't know what was so unsettling to him. There was so much more to it. And yet he didn't know what more it could possibly be.

I know I am a soldier, but I am tired. Do you know how many deaths I've seen. how many bodies i've buried. The scars upon my body are not just from lynx's and porcupines.

A small stir of his maw with a side lift of a smile.

I am a body in a rank. I do my duty and I do it well, but that is all I am. All my children are gone. Killed in battles that have no names. Not that I was much of a father, as it were. I was even in that respect a body because of my prowess on the battle field. I came here and I was thinking for myself, and making friends, perhaps. And now it is all torn asunder. There is upheaval. My only friend is leaving. And I am being forced to a pack I hate. Where if I say teh wrong thing it could cost someone or myself their life or the allyship of the pack, and I am terrible with words. I do not want to be a nameless body, in a unmarked grave.

He sighed. But that is not even the problem. I do not know what the problem is. I do not know why I am unsettled and anxious. I want the rank I have been given, and I do not mind going there not really, and yet I do. It makes absolutely no sense.

Paws dug deep into the dirt, black nails breaking up the ground as his body went tight. Because that was the problem. he had no idea what was wrong with him.

I am trying to elude to PTSD in Reyson. As it would make sense given his back story and all the changes. If it seems wrong or it bothers you please let me know <3