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He doesn't notice Korei's approach until he hears her voice, and it startles him. His fur fluffs out a bit and he turns sharply, but his expression softens when he registers that it's her. Korei, He says, voice thick and heavy with guilt. Um... Fuck. He can't — what is he supposed to say? What can he say?
I'm leaving, He tells her after a long pause, ears pinning back slightly. I-I have to. I can't stay here — I just keep hurting my friends. My family. Delight. Eris is — she's dead, and Zamael is gone, and no one here needs me. I only bring chaos. So I'm... He swallows and takes a breath; why is it so hard to say it? I'm going to go for awhile. Find myself. Maybe I'll — maybe I'll be back eventually. When I can trust myself — if I ever can.