Laurel had made up her mind. She couldn't stay here any longer. For months, ever since the pack's creation, she had stuck to herself. She hadn't been a part of the cute little family that @Reek and @Jhala had tried to pull her into — she'd never been a part of it, so why would a tragedy make it so? She still missed Indra every day, and it was time to go look for her sister, to find her back, somehow, somewhere. She didn't know if she'd return after. She didn't even know if she'd survive in the world out there, but... Staying here wasn't what she wanted.
She set off quietly, remembering a conversation she'd had with Reek. She didn't even remember whether he'd said he was okay with her departure. She just remembered asking. Laurel hated to think that she was hurting Reek with her departure and at the same time, she wanted him to suffer for what he had put her through. She loved her father dearly, but also felt hated by him and translated that into hate.
At the borders, she lingered one last time, looking back into the Glade that had never truly been her home. Laurel didn't know if she'd be happy elsewhere, or if they'd be happier without her here, but she guessed the latter to be true and she didn't feel like she could be much more miserable here. She'd tried — or so she told herself — but right now she was just done, spent, and finally old enough to fend for herself. Perhaps it was time she find her own place in this world. She thought a lingering moment of @Dagfinn before she turned away, ready to cross the borders and leave this place behind.
She set off quietly, remembering a conversation she'd had with Reek. She didn't even remember whether he'd said he was okay with her departure. She just remembered asking. Laurel hated to think that she was hurting Reek with her departure and at the same time, she wanted him to suffer for what he had put her through. She loved her father dearly, but also felt hated by him and translated that into hate.
At the borders, she lingered one last time, looking back into the Glade that had never truly been her home. Laurel didn't know if she'd be happy elsewhere, or if they'd be happier without her here, but she guessed the latter to be true and she didn't feel like she could be much more miserable here. She'd tried — or so she told herself — but right now she was just done, spent, and finally old enough to fend for herself. Perhaps it was time she find her own place in this world. She thought a lingering moment of @Dagfinn before she turned away, ready to cross the borders and leave this place behind.
don't feel forced to pop in, i can make it a RO if no one does :-)
edit: made this RO, feel free to reference to laurel having left w/o a word in any posts <3
edit: made this RO, feel free to reference to laurel having left w/o a word in any posts <3
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suddenly you're gone - by Laurel - April 12, 2017, 12:23 AM