Panther Park I can't escape you

She tried to take his answer into her mind and say it back to him so that she could understand and they could be on the same page. You have feelings for me, but they are not sexual feelings? she said slowly. Is that what you mean by desire? She finally took a seat now that she wasn't in fear of the scars on her heart being ripped open again. Honestly, it was hard to see how nervous he was and not reach out and offer affection, but she was still unsure about things. What would that relationship even look like? she continued. Would you not want to have children with me? Really, sex was not an important part of her life. The only time she had ever been with anyone was to procreate, and she had never thought much about it aside from that. But children were a deal breaker for her; she wanted more of them, and if he wasn't willing to have that kind of relationship with her, then she wasn't sure she could make the other stuff work. 

And there was still the Zephyr stuff to discuss—the heated looks that told her a different story about how he felt desire, but one confusing thing at a time.