Sunbeam Lair just dance like you're disappointed in the world

wanna fade over this unless saarth hits the brakes? ❤

He swallows hard as the girl emits a soft sound and leans into his touch, struck again by her femininity and how different it is from what he's used to. His heart is racing even before she presses against his side, and he thinks: oh my god, we're doing this. In the back of his mind, he can't help but wonder if this still counts as gay — since they're both still gay, right? Oh god. He tries to focus on what she's saying instead, nodding just slightly right before the lick across his jaw throws all his focus out the window. If there's anything off about her tone, he's too overwhelmed to notice.
But he does notice the way she grits her teeth, and immediately he feels a flush of self-consciousness that doesn't quite abate even with her affections. A soft breath escapes him at the feeling nonetheless, warmth spreading through his stomach. After a few moments he pulls back just enough to turn and preen gently along the side of her neck. He decides to keep things slow and soft, still a little uncertain where they stand, though he's gaining confidence the longer it goes on without any major hitches. Still, he's ready to put space between them the moment she makes any objection known, verbal or otherwise.