Hideaway Strath My Mind Troubles Me

As Derg comforted her, encouraged her to find the place she sees in her sleep, Nyra furrowed her brow a little. 

She had gained friends here, built a life here, built herself up...here. 

How was she feeling...?
Lightly trembling, she answered "I feel like I need to go...I feel that my home is wherever this place is, and not...not here...not here, where I have made friends and built myself and my life..." The part she couldn't bring herself to say and yet was still so clear, is that she felt like she was betraying the Saints by leaving.