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While Dwin had shared the joy of her parents and the rest of the pack, when Maia had given birth to three siblings, beyond that she had no interest in them. Of course, she committed her share of helping mom, by bringing her food and watching the fluffy potatoes, while she took the break. But beyond that she simply could not bring herself to either like them or feel any connection at all. By now she had probably learned that kids were not found in parsley beds, but looking at them, she could not help but wonder, what if... these were the wrong batch?

She did not understand, how effortlessly her parents could love these kids, and why she could not feel anything at all towards them. Curiousity - yes. Mild interest - maybe. They were like specimens in a museum. You might like them more than the rest, but you have no inclination to build a relationship with them. Quite frankly? She was a little jealous that now they were at the centre of all the attention and admiration. It is never easy to be a star one day and then wake up as a janitor the next. 

Therefore, when she was not paying her 10% of time babysitting, she made herself busy with everything else. And the thought that maybe Dee and Aiden had been right in finding a greener grass and bluer sky elsewhere kept growing and evolving in her mind.