Neverwinter Forest glitter
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It was probably unsurprising that he wasn't good at hiding his nerves about it. He scoffed, trying to grow his spine back, Since when was I ever an unwilling partner? He pretty much did whatever Aibreann wanted -- she had the pups and actually liked him, it was quite the position of power.

So, he had to say something more, but her  other comment about not having their relationship depend on someone else's kept him from mentioning his frets about how to talk to Hua. Look, I'm just bad at talking about all this -- I'm way out of the zone of knowing what I'm talking about. I think it just -- like somehow making things official is a little scary in a way? Like you put a title on it and then that somehow makes stuff in danger of coming apart even if neither of us are planning to let that be the case. I don't want it to be the case. His ears flattened to the sides. He wanted a nice happy weird family but it still freaked him out a little for stuff to change. I know that stuff's stupid. I do want us to be happy together. Then again, after how much instability had been in his life, maybe it wasn't much of a stretch for him to assume anything that should be good in his life would become something bad. That and a few other things, like maybe this was one of his only chances -- and he still needed to talk to Hua. It all just piled up the more he thought about it -- Hua, Caerus, everyone hated him, everything will fall apart, blah blah blah. Those little doubt demons had done a good job of escaping.
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glitter - by Aibreann - October 20, 2020, 07:27 PM
RE: glitter - by Mal - October 20, 2020, 10:09 PM
RE: glitter - by Aibreann - October 24, 2020, 02:15 PM
RE: glitter - by Mal - October 24, 2020, 06:15 PM
RE: glitter - by Aibreann - October 24, 2020, 10:25 PM
RE: glitter - by Mal - October 24, 2020, 11:36 PM
RE: glitter - by Aibreann - October 25, 2020, 12:02 AM
RE: glitter - by Mal - October 25, 2020, 01:08 AM
RE: glitter - by Aibreann - October 25, 2020, 01:18 AM
RE: glitter - by Mal - October 25, 2020, 02:48 AM
RE: glitter - by Aibreann - October 25, 2020, 11:06 AM
RE: glitter - by Mal - October 25, 2020, 09:18 PM
RE: glitter - by Aibreann - October 25, 2020, 10:24 PM
RE: glitter - by Mal - October 26, 2020, 08:41 PM
RE: glitter - by Aibreann - November 06, 2020, 12:06 AM
RE: glitter - by Mal - November 06, 2020, 01:25 AM
RE: glitter - by Aibreann - November 06, 2020, 01:49 AM
RE: glitter - by Mal - November 06, 2020, 03:08 AM
RE: glitter - by Aibreann - November 06, 2020, 03:28 AM
RE: glitter - by Mal - November 06, 2020, 09:58 PM
RE: glitter - by Aibreann - November 08, 2020, 10:44 PM
RE: glitter - by Mal - November 09, 2020, 12:20 AM
RE: glitter - by Aibreann - November 09, 2020, 12:31 AM
RE: glitter - by Mal - November 09, 2020, 03:22 AM
RE: glitter - by Aibreann - November 09, 2020, 11:56 AM
RE: glitter - by Mal - November 10, 2020, 10:32 PM
RE: glitter - by Aibreann - November 10, 2020, 11:54 PM
RE: glitter - by Mal - November 13, 2020, 04:35 AM