Lion Head Mesa save the last dance [wp]

How does he explain. He made a soft hmm noise in his throat. Ordering through his thoughts to answer her.

I am not sure how to explain, but I will try. In my former pack. I had not many ties. Renaud, Amity, Rook. That was it. But I was still their commander. I did what was needed no matter how distasteful usually. There were some things I did not do. But when I came here I realized there was more to the way of life of a soldier. That I could be more, should be more than simply a body to fill ranks, to die if it should come upon me. That I do not need to mindlessly follow an order, simply to be a good soldier.

Reyson looked around. Give me a quiet wedding with nothing but those we care for. None of this big affair, but you are right and I should be more respectful.