Bramblepoint Darjeeling Express

"Yeah, but I want that amazing future now," Dwin whined through a smile though, because she knew, how pathetic it sounded. Like an overgrown kid demanding candy from their elderly parents at the store. "I mean, it would not hurt to have a friend my age, who has not achieved anything yet either and just commiserate together and feel better knowing that you are not the only loser on the road. Otherwise, whenever I meet other people and talk to them, I get a feeling... a sense of unfairness that LIFE is happening to them, that there must be something so amazing and I that Fortune has turned its back on me," and just as she said this, put her discontent in words, her spirit began to feel tad bit lighter. 

"Instead - I am sure that Aiden and Jay - my siblings - are having a time of their lives, wherever they are now. And even Dee - she is getting married! I do not want that myself, but even she is moving on with her life. Doing something," she decided that whining just a bit more would not hurt. At least that whine would stay here and not drag its miserable self back home with her. "Having something exciting going on in her life..." she grumbled, then paused to realize that all was not that bleak for her either. "Do you think I should turn to religion? I met a guy, who claimed a god lived inside him and that it gave him visions of future and some other voodoo stuff," she referred to the encounter with Ingram in the desert. "I mean, he definitely had got kicked by a deer or his mom dropped him on his head just few times more than it was necessary. But even he seemed happy. He had a mission!"