Morningside Cuesta didn't ask too many questions, didn't have too much to say

wrapping this up since Fen has exited <3

The stranger's embrace brought with it discomfort, and the sudden memory of the previous morning. Aditya. His hips still ached fiercely where the burly man had gripped him, and— oh. Alarian gasped slightly as they joined together; that hurt, too, at first.
But this was different; he had sought this, however fogged he was right now. It was not the heated, slightly fearful moment it had been with the golden wolf. He relaxed into his nameless lover's embrace, whining softly. Some part of him still felt strange about it— raw with the knowledge that he was not ready for this, not so soon. But he was mostly able to forget, after a few more beats, and the encounter passed smoothly.
He did not notice the presence of his friend; perhaps the wind was not in his favor today. Or maybe it was just because he was too fogged. His lover did not notice, either— and when nature released its hold, they parted with few words between them.
It was only afterwards, alone, fighting back waves of nausea as he realized how easy he had become, that he noticed Ulf's scent. His heart dropped at the realization, sending him running within moments. It occurred to him then that no matter how hard he tried to make himself feel okay, it would never be okay— and that was entirely his own fault.