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"I think I do not like my siblings or cousins, because they are so much like me, when I was a kid," Dwin replied truthfully, because she was no kid-hating, selfish monster. She sincerely wanted to like them, she had even been excited in the beginning to share the world with them and teach, having a shot at being that older and wiser person. Maybe find friends. Instead it had been a constant string of one disappointment after another, mainly because kids did not give a damn of, what interested her or what she wanted to show. And Frolic in particular did not seem to even have a capacity to pay attention or even learn. She headed out fearless in the world, seeding fear in everyone else for her safety. 

She had given her younger relatives very juicy epithets in her mind and sworn at them, she felt frustrated and annoyed in her presence to the point that she no longer wished to spend any time in their company and she fled, every time she heard them coming. It had got so hard to be that better adult, who wanted to give the best to the kids, that she no longer wished to try. Being reminded daily of her failure as an older sibling, was bad enough. She kept trying for her parents' sake, she counted months until the youth would become independent enough to care for themselves, all the while feeling trapped and unhappy. 

"It is... they bring out the worst in me," she admitted and showing this kind of vulnerability took courage. "I... am not a bad person, but I just can't be me with them. It is this other Dwin that is so far from, what Me-Dwin is, that I no longer know her," she explained. "If it were not for my aging parents... I often just want to leave and not look back," she sighed.