April 02, 2021, 05:51 AM
For Laurel, the question had some deeper meanings. Afraid... of having to get with a man in order to accomplish her goals. Afraid... of being a terrible mother. Afraid... of not loving all of them equally. Afraid...
She was afraid, even though she still wanted to be a mother again. Perhaps because she knew she had many amends to make. If she didn't try again, start over, she'd always have the bad memories and the fears. But if she did better this time, then she could erase them, paint them over with better memories and courage.
The question seemed to be a sensitive one to Praimfaya, too, for she asked then, quiet, if she should be. Laurel smiled reassuringly, unwanting to bring her own fears onto her leader, and shook her head.
She was afraid, even though she still wanted to be a mother again. Perhaps because she knew she had many amends to make. If she didn't try again, start over, she'd always have the bad memories and the fears. But if she did better this time, then she could erase them, paint them over with better memories and courage.
The question seemed to be a sensitive one to Praimfaya, too, for she asked then, quiet, if she should be. Laurel smiled reassuringly, unwanting to bring her own fears onto her leader, and shook her head.
There are many things daunting about motherhood, but I'm sure you'll do fine. And you have experienced wolves like myself and Mahler to help you.
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i didn't even feel when i took my eyes off you - by Laurel - February 26, 2021, 07:34 AM
RE: i didn't even feel when i took my eyes off you - by RIP Praimfaya - March 11, 2021, 08:05 AM
RE: i didn't even feel when i took my eyes off you - by Laurel - March 12, 2021, 03:30 AM
RE: i didn't even feel when i took my eyes off you - by RIP Praimfaya - March 13, 2021, 06:59 AM
RE: i didn't even feel when i took my eyes off you - by Laurel - March 16, 2021, 04:24 AM
RE: i didn't even feel when i took my eyes off you - by RIP Praimfaya - March 18, 2021, 01:34 PM
RE: i didn't even feel when i took my eyes off you - by Laurel - March 19, 2021, 04:32 PM
RE: i didn't even feel when i took my eyes off you - by RIP Praimfaya - March 20, 2021, 02:57 PM
RE: i didn't even feel when i took my eyes off you - by Laurel - March 23, 2021, 05:05 AM
RE: i didn't even feel when i took my eyes off you - by RIP Praimfaya - March 27, 2021, 05:34 AM
RE: i didn't even feel when i took my eyes off you - by Laurel - March 31, 2021, 02:38 AM
RE: i didn't even feel when i took my eyes off you - by RIP Praimfaya - April 01, 2021, 06:18 AM
RE: i didn't even feel when i took my eyes off you - by Laurel - April 02, 2021, 05:51 AM
RE: i didn't even feel when i took my eyes off you - by RIP Praimfaya - April 04, 2021, 06:08 AM
RE: i didn't even feel when i took my eyes off you - by Laurel - April 06, 2021, 03:07 AM
RE: i didn't even feel when i took my eyes off you - by RIP Praimfaya - April 07, 2021, 05:16 AM