February 04, 2020, 09:17 PM
Of course. She shouldn't have thought that hating her own reproductive system would have helped Towhee's, but it was hard not to. In Niamh's opinion, she had done enugh shitty things to enough wolves that she didn't deserve what nature just happened to give her...Meanwhile Towhee, who she cared deeply about, and who deserved it and who made an amazing mother, had been dealt a different hand. But it wasn't about who deserved what, it couldn't have been- and it wouldn't change things. If there'd been any way that Niamh could have given up her ability to conceive and carry children so that Towhee could, she would have- but that sentiment could only do so much, and it probably didn't do much at all, considering such an organ donation wasn't possible. So when Towhee told her to be grateful, she smiled, met her friend's gaze, and nodded. It made her sad that that was all she could do...But if that was what Towhee wanted, then that was something she would do.
She wanted to focus, then, on still having her family grow- and continue to do so, and Niamh opened her mouth, but then shut it quickly. She wanted so dearly not to say anything else that might offend Towhee, or even ruffle her feathers- but she was still just learning how to navigate this situation. She'd held back from offering surrogacy before, as she'd felt that it would have been inappropriate, and about as effective as putting a band-aid on a broken leg. Now that she was happy to have children with Phox, as a family of their own, she didn't want to simply offer surrogacy, as she too wanted to be a part of the family. She shrugged one shoulder. -I'm...Gonna be counting on you, a lot, if that's cool,- She said, and cracked a small smile. -An' even if you're not, 'cool with it' I just...Kind of expect you to be a big part of their lives. You're a great Mom. The more of that they get, the better- She said. -And is Towtwo too much? 'Cause that's got me thinkin'...Ohhhhhh! What about Twotow? Awwwww!- She said, making a happy, pouty face. -Little Twotow, c'monnnnnnn?!- She begged.
She wanted to focus, then, on still having her family grow- and continue to do so, and Niamh opened her mouth, but then shut it quickly. She wanted so dearly not to say anything else that might offend Towhee, or even ruffle her feathers- but she was still just learning how to navigate this situation. She'd held back from offering surrogacy before, as she'd felt that it would have been inappropriate, and about as effective as putting a band-aid on a broken leg. Now that she was happy to have children with Phox, as a family of their own, she didn't want to simply offer surrogacy, as she too wanted to be a part of the family. She shrugged one shoulder. -I'm...Gonna be counting on you, a lot, if that's cool,- She said, and cracked a small smile. -An' even if you're not, 'cool with it' I just...Kind of expect you to be a big part of their lives. You're a great Mom. The more of that they get, the better- She said. -And is Towtwo too much? 'Cause that's got me thinkin'...Ohhhhhh! What about Twotow? Awwwww!- She said, making a happy, pouty face. -Little Twotow, c'monnnnnnn?!- She begged.
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Night on earth. - by Towhee - February 04, 2020, 11:09 AM
RE: Night on earth. - by RIP Niamh - February 04, 2020, 01:20 PM
RE: Night on earth. - by Towhee - February 04, 2020, 01:28 PM
RE: Night on earth. - by RIP Niamh - February 04, 2020, 01:56 PM
RE: Night on earth. - by Towhee - February 04, 2020, 02:43 PM
RE: Night on earth. - by RIP Niamh - February 04, 2020, 03:00 PM
RE: Night on earth. - by Towhee - February 04, 2020, 03:06 PM
RE: Night on earth. - by RIP Niamh - February 04, 2020, 03:22 PM
RE: Night on earth. - by Towhee - February 04, 2020, 03:44 PM
RE: Night on earth. - by RIP Niamh - February 04, 2020, 03:56 PM
RE: Night on earth. - by Towhee - February 04, 2020, 04:07 PM
RE: Night on earth. - by RIP Niamh - February 04, 2020, 04:18 PM
RE: Night on earth. - by Towhee - February 04, 2020, 04:26 PM
RE: Night on earth. - by RIP Niamh - February 04, 2020, 04:32 PM
RE: Night on earth. - by Towhee - February 04, 2020, 04:53 PM
RE: Night on earth. - by RIP Niamh - February 04, 2020, 06:02 PM
RE: Night on earth. - by Towhee - February 04, 2020, 06:23 PM
RE: Night on earth. - by RIP Niamh - February 04, 2020, 06:32 PM
RE: Night on earth. - by Towhee - February 04, 2020, 06:45 PM
RE: Night on earth. - by RIP Niamh - February 04, 2020, 09:17 PM
RE: Night on earth. - by Towhee - February 04, 2020, 09:51 PM
RE: Night on earth. - by RIP Niamh - February 06, 2020, 04:10 PM
RE: Night on earth. - by Towhee - February 07, 2020, 09:45 AM
RE: Night on earth. - by RIP Niamh - February 07, 2020, 12:04 PM