Redhawk Caldera burlboar

teya knew then and knew now that she must pull away from how insular she had become. reyes had left and she had not leaned on anyone when the rift between she and sorana began, each of them hurting in all ways but the mother-bird steeped in her own selfish blindness.
"sorana need ah, family. everyone. i should have — said how bad it was. with reyes."
how much she had swallowed and forced sorana to do the same when it came to her mother's unavailability. 
ironic now, these regrets springing now. "i not want to admit i missed or loved him."