Broken Antler Fen keepkey

it was almost laughable, wasn't it, where her choices had left her. and while teya firmly regretted no moment spent with bronco, had she known their love would end in this, she might have tried to take him away from it all sooner, instead of revealing her concept for a new pack in the spring, a fenpack which would be founded with a second litter.
"he was good man. bronco, boris, ponyboy, they miss him. they not understand." neither do i.
wearily, she pushed herself to her feet, feeling a thousand years older and no less light. "i not deserve anything, bridget, but they — not deserve this."
it hurt to breathe.