Redhawk Caldera I spend my days with ghosts who all love you the most

teya couldn't relate to that. before all this, reyes and herself had seemed mutually insatiable, and she had enjoyed herself out of season plenty of times. that reminded her of the first year, the one she'd spent with br —
she nodded vaguely, too closed off to react much to this intimate revelation about their auspex. 
the mention of wraen brought teya back to the present. her eyes returned to maia's face. "i not know that," she said quietly. 
thoughtfully.
"the first time it happened, i know. i keep myself away from men. keep to edges of brecheliant. but this time..." she drew a shuddering breath. "this time i not feel anything change. not body. not scent." she looked down at the ground, unable to think of anything else to say that might propel she and maia off the depressing rock of this fixation.