Redhawk Caldera Doubt is a broken record that plays inside my head

again, each word bridget spoke reminded teya of all the things she had ever felt.
and why it was not.
bridget reminded her also that she had failed sorana. and teya was left bereft again, but this time she did not watch the cardinal walk away. 
she turned with a harsh breath and headed away; vowing this time she would not try to open again. those dark thoughts were not to be uttered again, were not to be unloaded again.