Ankyra Sound eros, giver of pain

"it feels — sometimes — like she already be fadin'."
she hated to say these words aloud. it felt as though it were some blackened manifestation, as if in giving the fear life it would become true.
she was weeping now; she was sobbing, for it had become too much to bear, and this time she did allow jorunn to cradle her.
did men mourn their lovers in this way? she would not know. but her own grieved alongside her for rosalyn and would be there in the end.
erzulie simply was unsure if her own heart would be able to carry her after that.