Phoenix Maplewood Remember When

Yeah, Desna is just siding to one parent and blaming Kove instead of herself like Nanook is! (So sad!) And OMG love the new Ava!

Desna got zero response to the words she was telling. Instantly the dark haired girl felt the same loss she felt when Xan and Papa were left behind. She didn't want another one of her family to go. "Nanook, No," she pouted to the other and stepped forward. Her Sister wasn't gone yet. Desna realized she didn't care if Nanook listened to her words, she wanted to listen to these ones. Do not leave me. She didn't want Nanook to go away from them, to go to her father. Because that was the connection Desna was making now.

The bigger sister moved to lick Nanook. "Please don't go. I need you!," she stated. If Nanook would be gone then who was going to carry all the sadness that ran in her family? Desna's childhood had shortened too. She tried to make her mother happy and be a playful kid, while technically she couldn't be that playful and careless. She liked to think that she was but she wasn't. Then there was Sesi who closed herself of from the world except her and Nanook that also closed herself off. Where could Desna go when she needed someone? Nanook was the more sensible sister. Face it, there was something ... wrong with Sesi. Desna would never admit that in person to anyone because she loved her baby sister but something always has been off about her.

"Nanook. I don't know what will make you stay or why you aren't talking to me. But please---," he voice choked up a bit. Desna realized in this moment that she was absolutely terrified of being left behind. She might acted all cool about her mother leaving but that wasn't the case, and now Nanook was saying about going, and Sesi being in her own world... Where would she go? "I don't want to be alone," she whispered to her sister.