Noctisardor Bypass Let Me Introduce You To The New Me

Etienne was tired of trying to hide his emotions. His thoughts and feelings. He was tired of being frightened of sharing his secret, especially when he was rather proud of himself. He liked himself. He didn't think he was wrong.

He just knew other people thought so. And in an effort to keep the peace he had hid himself away. And he was tired.

Perhas that was the true wound. Not unrequited love, but fear of inacceptance of his truer nature.

Etienne took a shuddering breath. I don't know 'ow 'e feels about anyone, not really. 'E doesn't care to make us see 'is truer feelings. But dey babies are 'edas an 'is. And dey cannot leave eac' otter alone. And I can't 'andle it. I be a fool Suzu tinkin' dat I could just be 'is friend and 'ers. But I 'ate 'er auzu.

His voice broke on a low whine. An' i 'ate dat i 'ate 'er it isn't fair to 'er. And dey babies dos precious babies. It kills me everytime i look at dem.