Two Eyes Cenote [sc] reverse, reverse!

in reference to Satsu’s curse!!!

 

the day had come that she had been made Pharaoh, and it had been brilliant. she had felt sure and certain then, but as she awoke this morning, Toula again was only a girl becoming a woman,
and she felt sick now! sick as she had never felt! Toula’s stomach seized and she rushed to the most private of spots in her chambers, only just making it to expel the contents of her stomach. 
she was not Makono. she was not her father. how could she amount to their greatness? she had been raised to be Queen—to marry for the gain of their kingdom, and now, she was Pharaoh! she had indeed married for the gain of their kingdom, but the elevation of status—asked of her by the Gods—had been a surprise, even to her. 
another wave of sickness. she could not doubt herself as she could never doubt the Gods—but she worried all the same, and did not know why she worried herself so sick. only that it felt impossible to stop. her flanks quivered, and she had only a moments peace to drink from the runningwaters within her quarters. she thanked the Gods that her fiancé was not here then to see her like this—and she blinked away tears, as she simultaneously wanted him there. he who seemed to understand her so well. 
she could not understand all that transpired within her. could not understand this sickness. she swayed in her seat and sighed, pressing her head against the coolstone of the Cenote.